Thursday, 6 October 2016

A poem by Elena Croitoru

Changes


Two countries ago, mother
spread like the horizon. Immutable.

She is now crayoned in sepia ink.
The borders have shrunk her.
Must not go back,
for she is thinner every time.
A sliver of feeling leaves me.

Her skin is heavy, full of lines assembled into a map
of wrongs and rights.
Her heart is a violin filled with water,
no longer echoing.

She must be looking at the bones of a memory
past the bedroom eaten by black threads.
She must be sliding her fingers
on the umber desk, like I used to.

I did not tell her the stars took me in.
I used to climb up there
when it got too loud.

If she were to see it too
the cold forever, disguised in trembling light,
the cemetery of young thoughts,
her life would fall into mine and
we would fold the world into what
it was supposed to be.





Elena Croitoru is based in London and is working on poetry, short stories and novels. She is currently studying for the Diploma in Creative Writing at the University of Cambridge. Her work has appeared or is forthcoming in Slink Chunk Press, Foliate Oak, The Front Porch Review and other magazines. One of her stories has been selected as an Editors' Choice in Bewildering Stories' Fourth Quarterly Review of 2015. She also works as a software developer.

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